MY SISSY STORY: Part 1

Almost a year ago my girlfriend acted weird and I wanted to see what she had on mind. It came down to that she talked to her close friends about our sexlife and she told them about my dick... my dicklet... I realized that I didn't have the biggest dick, but when she told me about her close friends boyfriends, I got the message that my was way much smaller. She was upset and tried to make it up to her, but she was still unsatisfied. Weeks passed by and we didn't had sex on a while back then, but her friend was hosting a party where I got an invitation. It was a Saturday, so I accepted and went. The party was quite relaxing to be honest and wasn't the way people use to see parties as. We drank and socialized. I also noticed that there wasn't anyone I didn't know and I was starting to think about my "dicklet" problem. The hostess pocked me and told me to go in to the other room with her. She was one of my girlfriends closest friends and I knew already that this was about my "dicklet". In the other room was my girlfriend waiting for me and in the other corner was the host of the party (the hostess boyfriend). For a moment there I thought she was breaking up with me but instead she asked me if I agreed upon a foursome. The only thing I was thinking about was how long since I last had sex. I accepted. Because she was the hostess of the party, we waited until everyone went home again. I became nervous but at the same time very curious.When everyone had begun to leave, all of us started to undressed slowly. The hostess' boyfriend slowly touched my girlfriend's shoulders before they both even had completely got undressed. He was black and in my mind I began thinking about Blacked pornsite. I could not stop staring while his girlfriend (hostess) was naked and started hugging him. Slowly she pulled off his underwear and out came a BBC. It was huge and I became more nervous because my dicklet is way smaller than his. My girl started kissing him and I'm still just staring. I took of my underwear and went to them. I could not be hard, but instead I got a pimple in my stomach that I loved. The hostess looked at me and smiled at me and turned to my girlfriend and whispered her in the ear. They both started giggle and turned to me with an interesting smile. They pulled me down to the bed and opened my legs. I felt how they started to kissing my little dicklet and how it was tickled in my asshole... my boipussy... I started moaning and felt how their nails reached further into me. After a few seconds I heard steps from the guy who came closer and closer to me. I opened my eyes and saw his big black cock in front of my face. The girls stopped playing with me and started staring at his BBC. It took a while before my girlfriend said quietly: "suck it". I was afraid but still I got closer and closer to his cock with my mouth and started to kiss his BBC. It tasted a light-salty beef while I smelled a slight of his perfume. I guess I got to excited, because the hostess got the idea to get her vibrator inside of me while I sucked my first cock. I didn't care, I didn't think, because the only thing I was focusing on was the pleasure of being a SLUT. To think that you are a "straight" Whiteboi is a bold statement.We stayed over the night after he came everywhere with his huge load. We all agreed upon that we should keep it as a secret in return of me and my girlfriend was getting back for a foursome regulary. My girlfriend told me that foursome was the best sex with me ever, and I agreed, it WAS! It took a couple of days after the event and I had already started to watch sissy porn all long side with BBC domination, BNWO, interracial creampie, crossdressing, sissification, feminization, cuckold, sph, traps and other sissy captions. I went from regular interracial porn to shemale/gay fetish porn. That next Saturday my girlfriend called and asked if we should go again? I accepted but this time I told her something different, I said: "I think I'm gay". I heard a short pause and right after a blast of giggles. She was already with her friend and her boyfriend and I was on speaker mode. I was speechless and ran to their place. I was ready, but when I got there they had other plans made. They were dressed in pyjamas and he was all naked. I was confused, but I was starting to know what they had in mind. I was suppose to be the girl and getting fucked by the guy with the BBC. I was stunned but my girlfriend whispered in my ear: "Gayboy". I went down on my knees and started to blow him. It felt so great, better than sex. It all went so fast and he spat on my boipussy and with his wet and slimy BBC from my mouth, he slowly inserted it inside me. I yelled and moaned by the name of pain and pleasure at the same time. Slowly i felt something thick inside me go in and out from the doggy style position. I was numbed and all i heard was to giggling girls that was whispering in both of my ears what a fucking loser, whore and gayslut I am. It felt like i was pissing my pants but it was only my dicklet that was dripping precum from the pleasure. It all starting to feel real good and suddenly he screamed and moaned and i felt a wave inside me. He slowly took out his huge cock and out came waves of semen. It felt like the sea with all of its waves out of my boipussy. The girls started to scream of laughter and I was exhausted. By then I started to ask myself; "Am I gay?"To be continued...